I want to feel made for something.
I want to have that moment where there is no where else in the entire world i would rather be.
I want to have something that I fall asleep dreaming about.
I want to have a fire so deep in my heart that I cannot help but chase it.
I want that something to feel so right in my soul that I know God wove it in me.
I want to have a purpose.. a specific purpose that I can follow with my entire life.. and not just when I happen upon it later in life.
I want it now so I can devote my whole existence to it.
I am dying for a dream.